For the past two days I have been unable to put weight on my right leg, due to combination lupus and acl tear. It’s weird because you get used to getting around and not having flares for awhile and you get a bit spoiled…then reality hits. It’s days like yesterday and the day before that I am so thankful that I have my parents to help me out. But it makes me aware that that won’t always be the case. It is scary to think the thought but it’s reality. At 37, I know it’s time to gain more independence and obviously my prince charming isn’t making an appearance in this plotline sooooooooo it’s on me, myself, and I. On another note, Nick Cannon diagnosed with a form of lupus…I am sure he will be a survivor and hoping he will draw even more attention to the disease to help all lupies.