I have been suffering from insomnia for quite awhile, despite taking ambiem at night, I am normally up until 4am. This started before I lost my job but is definately happening more frequently. In the past 10 months I have gone no where except on sister dates. So sad, but it’s my life. I haven’t met any new people or come in contact with people except when going to doctor’s appointments and they are all elderly. My life is pretty depressing and I feel I need a change of scenery to get me motivated again. I am anxious about what is to come and making decisions on my own. I am starting to look at apartments locally now and depending on what happens later on this summer I may be looking elsewhere. I am sooooooo excited and this is the first time in a long time. It feels good. The only thing I am concerned about is when I spoke to my lawyer for disability he was pleased that I lived at home so I will let him know my plans and hopefully that won’t in anyway affect me getting disability. I do need alot of assistance day to day, but I also know that I need to learn to navigate myself through certain situations because sooner or later I will be alone. Reality is scary and it hurts but it’s real.