I can’t believe this is happening. Closing June 2. It is unbelievable to me that this is my reality, but you know what, I deserve this, I have been through so much and I have worked so hard to save and improve my credit, all the while struggling with lupus every step of the way. It’s time for some happiness in my life and feeling of accomplishment. I am proud of myself and it feels good. I have only lived by myself for 1year out of my 40 years of life. It is beyond time. I am so excited to see what this new chapter holds for me. I am open to dating and getting my social life back. I definately don’t want to be in my house every night doing laundry or watching tv. It’s a new beginning for me that I am excited about. It almost feels like a dream and I will be waking up soon,,still in a little room at the end of the hallway of my parents home. I love and appreciate everything they have done for me my entire life, but it is time for me to be on my own two feet. But honestly, I will only be 5 minutes away…lol. I am 40 and have lived with my parents for 37 of those years. 1 year alone and 2 with my sister. It is 3:02 and I am wide awake, I love lupus and it loves me right back.